Autumn, the always overflow too much Xiang Lian, ed hardy shoes attracted the most love is the mother's smile.
mother received the phone, and quickly put the matter at hand, the mother said the fact the most simple of everyday matters, but not live mouth muttered what to say, as if afraid of breaking up the atmosphere. I then began to yell inside unbridled have all the noise, also at this time, but be so cynical. Mother repeatedly told me to serious work, to take care of myself, in fact some of my heart back to memorize it, but every time the phone will repeat, but even a careful, phone access for a very long time, dim dim, as if to see that kind of smiling mother. A moment of gentle drip in mind, the aroused a burst wave, watch. I think a little more happy mother, I would have a little more peace of mind.
autumn, the clear sky and a little of the heat, as implicit in the spring. Look up to this straightforward, angular fall, a touch of longing heart overflowing in recent years, more than at home the day outside the day, always did and then be free to go shopping together with her mother, and even chat time is also reduced, but every time he returns to the station when the car in 10 minutes, the mother no matter how busy, will take some with me, actually gone 20 years now, as if eyes closed will be able to go, nothing matters, but the mother, There is also, or with his father, always together with me go.
thrown up by the accent, so I miss the post up, and more long.
It was kind of Love, according to her mother's body is thin, I always willful. Unforgettable memories of childhood childish, always accompanied my mother to watch TV, sleep, eat like not quiet to the mother chasing the full House of run, do not like sitting on a small bike after her mother, reluctant to shake all the way the later cars down, mother hurt, I was still ignorant. One day, my feet stuck in the car, the more comfort, more sad, crying, the mother's face filled with anxiety. In the past days, I long too big, quiet sit down to eat, to walk with mom. But there are very capricious, be sure to hold the mother, always trying to explain this is love their mother, my mother always helpless smile, then I pick up.
time passed the late autumn, has also gone through the winter. I have a youth after the insolent and wanton aloof, vulnerable helpless and lost, my mother's smile in that clear too few years. Xu is also old, at that most difficult days, deep footprints left behind traces of the way, a family full of love and care. I finally safe to walk, then days, quiet reading, after graduation, there was some confusion, I carries the vision, like a person to go adrift. But was prevented, my mother took me to a wide range of training courses, I then had the mother of resentment, when people are making money, but I became a mother, when young children as possessor, I was write a lot of confusion in the text, and now want to come, in fact he did not know that bragging.
last home, is the only distressed mother's wrinkles. Although the face is still smiling, but I was just looking at the years goes on to draw a clear traces of the face, a long time do not want to laugh. It is a familiar sense of what kind of care, only one point suddenly guilty hearts Duoleyifen concerns, thinking there was a caprice and had given the concerns of parents, intentionally or unintentionally, so add one more wrinkle. They always make me worry and their worry about. They always plan my life better script, and I always have trick play again and again to drop it. Thinking, my tears came again.
to work there when my mother received the message, they have to take care of myself, good work, and simple words, simple told, this is the mother, has a faint smile, always worried about me, I suddenly really want to return home.

Her mother a place to live, is famous opera song "Su destabilize" in Shanxi Province, singing "Hongdong" a remote village. Therefore, I have not been to this place before, has been a place of mystery. The faces of her mother-nature, but also my mind and have a desire to experience a little fear. I was born in the South, fell in love with her husband met a large city in the south, and in this beautiful city full of competition, marriage, work and live. Often tell me, Mr. enumerating from his northern hometown, and parents and relatives back home, so in my mind on that far north is full of immense longing.
heard of the north in the winter cold, so we chose the second year of marriage fiery summer season in August embarked on a journey to return home to visit relatives. The journey to my students in the South long in the south of the people really understand the meaning from afar. Starting from the Guangzhou Railway Station, the next Guangdong, Hunan had cross-Hubei, Henan, in order to attain more of Shanxi, where the whole 5000. However, scenery along the way made me bored. Along the way I saw the longing in the mother river - the Yangtze River, Yellow River, although only pass, but the magnificence of the Yangtze River and Yellow River and majestic delight me. Xiufeng, then holes, Bijiang, Qingwa room, rice, lotus pond, flat-top room, rape, Bi Yuan, Bo poplar, yellow earth, black smoke, mines, caves ... ... gradually from south to north these views in the White Nights in 11 release, unwittingly went to Taiyuan. Transfer to Hongdong in Taiyuan, the scenery gradually monotonous way, the air becomes dry and dusty, the most significant is coal, coal car and the road of black smoke rolled up from time to time. Along the way, my dry mouth, throat smoke.
said to their home remote, but remote than I even imagined. We have no label in a village may prove to be off the junction, on-street is a row of red brick cottage of the retail sales department, to meet us is two motorcycles and two unfamiliar and dark complexion men. The description is to know who is young and shy younger brother of Mr., another 40-year old face expressionless was his Uncle. To be honest, this is the best I've ever seen a typical north-western farmers. Dull, inarticulate, not knowing how to pick with people. Motorcycle throttle open on a very bumpy and steep inclines and sharp turns on the village road, downhill and uphill every snake-like turns, I was in the back seat doing the Banzhu his younger brother's shoulder, for fear of being get rid of the car down. Finally to the foot of a mountain village, but the husband told me that his family still in the mountains. Motorcycle to full capacity, crawling along the mountain ed hardy clothes loess hard, again and again climbing above 45 degrees I secretly Cry. Gradually, I saw the street lined with loess kiln, as well as distant layers of yellow terrace. Yellow eyes will be overawed by this one, so bare yellow, neat and bare yellow ah! My heart feverish is subject to the impact of a strong, yellow earth ah, this is the real Yellow Earth! As I savor them, getting into poetry environment, we are to the summit of the hill. Back road from the top view, everything was so open, surrounded by circle with the mountain, like a pot of pot along the foot of the mountain is bottom of the pot. Walking along the upper pot, standing on the edge high, so suddenly, proudly, watching the ups and downs in the bottom of the pot Stir a Road SUBWAY life. Their family ear in pot Department, which next to the high slope in a shallow depression. Rows of tall brick house, one by one with a wall separating a small courtyard. Pattern similar to the middle of a courtyard retention Well, pull up next to the open area of the wire hanging clothes. 34 brick house, in the right hand side of the courtyard to open a small kitchen, also erected a towering chimney straight roof.
saying goes, "Chou Xifu always see her in-laws," first met her mother, that she is a very simple rural women, northerners have a unique posture tall black black face and red eyes has to do with shy shy smile, it is good. Although we have not met before, but have no need for warming feeling. Just a language communication has devoted more efforts, Township of people do not understand Mandarin, but I can only expressions and gestures will be their Italian dialect, from time to time in the next translation, Mr. Fortunately, they do live in peace. However, we go back to the news that travels fast, from time to time with family and friends door, first of all I extend a warm welcome, can not being, I am only playing the twelfth of the spirit of the deal, even felt the language barrier in the north of enthusiasm and simplicity.
the next few days, however, made me suddenly not living together. First, drink water, here is the famous dry land, it is understood, individual wells are well storing the yard, there is no water. The need for water to urban areas such as a water source to buy, with a large dray or truck pulling the water, one needs to prepare for months and then stored in the yard that I well storing inside. To be honest, I first put on the cup to drink water, saw the yellow in the water with a muddy, there are a kind of sense of aversion. Out of courtesy, I endured nausea adversarial way, a small mouth, soon will feel a stream of brackish, Sese taste, almost vomiting. The next few days, I began to avoid drinking local water, daily drink only bottled mineral water or milk bought thirst. At first I just might move out of health habits, not deliberately but was, however, is very difficult for President and her mother. At that time, summer in August, had not seen the mother take a bath, when my heart is not understood, or even added to the mother's view, There is something she always felt unbearable smell, gradually up to her at arm's length. Later, her mother is cooking, I could not help the side, watching and always find it too dirty cutting board, do not have to use washing about every cooking just does not look clean with a damp cloth to wipe about . I have not had nerve to teach face to face, but afraid to eat from. When her mother make every effort to do a full table of food, but in my eyes just a table cluttered with no sense of color, flavor and cooking. I tried not to think about her mother cooking process, the stomach is reduced reflex-like, not hold even a small bowl of food. Mother repeatedly advised me to eat more, even enthusiastically for me Xiecai, but I was never one again and again, so she was very embarrassed.
then I personally Mr. when these details, said: "Are you fishing village in the south, north dry naturally do not know how serious. native perennial drought, rare to see a few rain a year. particularly in remote villages, the high road and steep slope, no water and no conditions to install running water, only to tens of miles outside the town to buy water. pull a water more than two adults to take quite a while to labor to get the water home. everyday water, often have to cycle with the first pass a second time, third time. home such a joke circulated that a woman is three times life can only wash bath, the first born and the second was married that day , the last time when he died. While it sounds ridiculous, but we have the grandmother and the previous generation who are so over, ah! mother used to eat rice hear Southerners do not eat pasta, this time to entertain you, mother prepared a bag full of rice, but also for you to do a lot of dishes, in fact, we normally would eat pasta, do not get used to cooking rice. you have to understand her care and thought ah! Besides, she only had three son, his daughter wanted to have her as their own, but your daughter see ah! "thoughtful words I long, gradually on the mother give birth to feelings of gratitude and guilt.
and mother together for a few days, I started helping her cook and asked learning to make dumplings. When her mother looked at it Shunian action dumplings, noodles, and have uniform absorption, and the wrappers are too thin, like a dumpling bag a beautiful purse. Look at my own dumplings, a big one small, some of them from ear to ear. Such a transposition me, I immediately realized her mother was cooking when I do care and thought the South. That day to eat dumplings, I suddenly opened minded, very happy to eat, and take the initiative to help her mother take their food first, her mother smiled, eyes were so full with tears.
we had only requested a ten-day leave, were naturally the wedding was to attempt to visit the old folks at home with not much time, knew it to leave home the night before the. Mother tidy up a long time that night, prepared a number of specialty products requires us to return to the South. Can be a long way, we only take down a few samples. Next day her mother will not light up and cooking, the same as full table food, but I was still not the appetite. But this time not because the food unpalatable, but on going home when the anxiety and dismay. That all the friends and neighbors came to see him, we chaotic scenes on the 11 parting farewell, but ignored her mother sad figure. Finally, when I sat on a motorcycle about to leave the moment, I turned to find her mother when ed hardy kids he glimpsed: mother-tall figure standing in the wind, while the mother's tears, silent ... ...